The first prayer

(1) My God has a thousand names (2) and my God has a thousand ways to find him.

Genesis

(3) In the beginning there was not one (4) but then there were two, (5) then many (6) and soon there is none

Introduction

(7) The following scripture is a guide to how a good soul can live his life and be content. (8) This writing is not a law. (9) No one has to follow these rules and commandments. (10) No one has to use these words, for God has a thousand words and a thousand ways to find him.

The young prince

A long time ago, a young, spoiled prince lived in his father's palace. He was to become king one day and was therefore the king's most prized possession. For this reason, he shielded his son from all the evil of the outside world. The prince was never allowed to leave his palace, but was pampered with the best food, the most beautiful women and the most melodious music. It was only on his eighteenth birthday that his father allowed him to leave the palace and experience the outside world, the people over whom he would soon rule. He left the palace garden, went out into the street and saw a beggar by the roadside. Suddenly the thought burned itself into his mind: If I have never experienced poverty, have I ever been rich? The richness of his life, which he had previously taken for granted, only now became clear to him. He walked on and saw a sick man. If I have never experienced illness, have I ever been healthy? -he asked himself. He had never experienced people becoming ill before. He walked on and saw a hearse. If I've never been dead, have I ever lived?

Lilith, the mother of the underworld

This is the story of the queen of the underworld, mother of hell, first wife of Adam and wife of Lucifer. After God created the heavens and the earth, he took some dust from the earth, formed man from it and blew the breath of life into his nostrils. The man he created he called Adam, he was faithful to him and formed just like him. The woman he created he called Lilith. She too was formed in his image. God created a garden for her in Eden where people would want for nothing. They were to eat and drink and rule over the plants and animals and they were to multiply and populate the land. But Lilith refused to be mounted by Adam. She did not want to bear Adam a child and stayed away from him. This angered God greatly because she would not bow to his plan. So he took her and planted a child for her himself - hell. She was a part of God himself. She was the dark part, the shadow side, which was now permanently separated from God. In terrible pain, she gave birth to Hell from her vagina. But the pain corrupted her spirit. Hell took over her, from her body to her soul. And so she eventually became the first demon and the mother of hell. The Good God, what was left of Baphomet, remained in heaven and continued to look down on the earth. The Evil God, Satan, took Lilith and Hell into the abysses, where they could roam undetected and in peace from the Good God. The Good God created a second woman for Adam from his right rib in his image - Eve. An obedient woman who stood by Adam and bore him many children and became the mother of mankind. Meanwhile, Lilith wandered lonely through the still desolate underworld, wallowing in her frustration. At night, she liked to sneak onto the earth and kill newborns and infants in the hope of receiving retribution for her pain. This continued until one day she was sent another demon - Lucifer.

The fallen angel Lucifer

This is the story of the bringer of light, the bringer of wisdom, the king of the underworld, husband of Lilith, the fallen angel Lucifer, called “the morning star”. Lucifer was once the most beautiful and most popular angel in God's heaven. Series of angels who all worship God God himself wanted Lucifer to be the morning star Most beautiful, most perfect angel wanted even more (to become God) Lucifer follows God, despite his ambitions Lucifer did not like that God created again Angels sang when God created On the 6th day God created man Asks himself: Angels should serve humans? Lucifer super confident and arogant Lucifer's plan: God and angels SHOW that God makes a mistake with humans Shows Eve the fruit of wisdom to show God and the angels how easy it is to turn people against God with a little lie Lucifer banished from heaven many angels followed him1/3 of the angels Lucifer practically dead Lucifer now ruler over hell Accuser of people, shows people that they cannot carry out God's plan, the path to glory (nor should they, otherwise too close to one side) God cannot balance justice and forgiveness (work in progress...)

The high priestess Ana

The first encounter with God On the night of December 27, 2023, I went to a lake near the place where I was born and lived to surrender my soul to Satan. I was 18 years old. I sat down under a tree by the water, with a good view of the full moon that night. I smoked Sasa and started cursing a necklace I wore around my neck with the name Lilith. I expected to feel the presence of Satan, the enlightenment, during the ritual. But I felt nothing. I only noticed the cold and the fear that came from being alone so late at night, in the dark. Disillusioned, I let myself fall back against the tree and lost my hope of finding enlightenment in Satan. I was sitting there alone with my feelings of fear and loneliness when I realized that an invisible force seemed to turn my gaze and attention back to the full moon. The moon had been shining brightly all night, but it had never shone as brightly as it did now. The light that made the long journey from the sun to the moon and now to me seemed to meet my soul directly and speak to me. The light was God. The light did not speak to my body or my thoughts, it spoke directly to my soul. Without words. The language of the angels. And I could talk to the light. Not with my mouth, not in my thoughts, but with my soul. I realized that I was the soul, the “I” and that everything I had said in my life so far had first gone through the filter of my thoughts and then through the filter of my mouth. Never before had I spoken directly to my soul. I set myself the goal of trying to speak as directly from my soul as I could from now on. God and I talked for a while. The light warmed me from the inside like I had never felt before. I stopped trembling. The light took away my fear. The light didn't talk to me, the light understood. It understood my innermost feelings, my innermost conflicts, even the ones I had barely noticed myself. The light understood my loneliness. After a while, I took my eyes off the moon again and focused on a row of lights further down in the distance. In my Sasa frenzy, it seemed funny to me to imagine that the lights were the spaceships of aliens; anything seemed possible that evening anyway. Then God came down from the moon to the lights and began to transform himself into an alien. He was a large creature with dry, gray skin, a long robe and a strange head shape. Then God said: “Oh, by the way... I'm an alien!”. My shock must have been written all over my face, but before I could say anything, He said: “No, I'm just joking!”. He began to explain to me that his appearance is multifaceted. Everyone has a very individual idea of what God looks like and what He is called. He began to change into the most diverse images of God. Sometimes He was the tall man in the clouds with the long, white beard, the white robe and the shepherd's crook. Sometimes male, sometimes female, sometimes both, sometimes nothing. Sometimes he was a light, sometimes the universe itself. Sometimes he called himself God, sometimes Jehovah, sometimes Allah, sometimes Shiva. Sometimes he was something that could not be described in words. Finally, his face turned completely red. He grew two horns and two hooves and said: “You want to worship Satan? Go ahead! I am always behind everything.”. My eyes were opened to see God in all his forms. That was the end of my first encounter with God.

About God's nature

God is everything. That is a very simple but universally valid answer. Unfortunately, man cannot imagine “everything”. For this reason, he has to come up with symbols that stand like layers between him and God, but which help him to imagine God. They therefore distance a person further from the true nature of God, but also help them to understand it better. In order to become “something”, God had to split from everything in the beginning. He split into Satanos and Adonai, good and evil. Existence began with them, because a single thing alone cannot exist. Existence is always only relative to another existence. How big is something? Where is something? Where does something move to? -Impossible questions to answer if there is not a second thing to compare something with.

A message to the unfortunate

Happiness and unhappiness are two unstable states. Something good happens and the person is happy, but soon something bad will happen again and the person becomes unhappy. Both states are unsustainable and will inevitably replace each other or flatten out over time to a neutral intermediate state. Most people are not always happy or unhappy. Most of the time, people are in an intermediate state in which an-ma, or contentment, can be found. It is in an-ma that true happiness is found, which goes beyond transient feelings. It is the awareness of being a part of this universe. It is the realization that good and bad, what makes you happy and unhappy, are only man-made concepts, which in the end can all be traced back to the one, to Baphomet. an-ma is where the soul is. an-ma is home. So don't spend your life running after the next happiness and don't wallow in your unhappiness, because both are transient. Behind both is an-ma. How to reach an-ma Just as many names as God has and just as many ways there are to find him, just as many ways there are to reach an-ma. Because the way to an-ma is the way to God. A proven method is meditation. Reaching an-ma means not dividing the world into good and evil, because these are only human categories. So observe your thoughts closely. Observe your urge to evaluate them and stop this. Let your thoughts flow freely and just let your thoughts be thoughts. Also observe the world around you. Notice the “good” and the “bad” around you, the summer and the winter, life and death, the man and the woman and realize that everything is part of the same thing. This must be so, because without one, the other may not exist. Cannabis can be a help in this process. It blurs the lines between all things and allows you to let go of old categories. But remember: cannabis is also a double-edged sword. Cannabis can open your eyes and show you the boundlessness of this universe, but cannabis also blurs your view of the universe. Cannabis intoxication is a state in which you can learn, but it is not a state in which you can enjoy the universe in its true form. So be mindful when you use cannabis. Use it best only on Shabbat, when the connection to God is strongest, and use it only with that intention. You smoke yourself up to see figures in the smoke, but if the smoke is too thick you won't see anything. The double-edged nature of knowledge People and knowledge is one of the difficult Ballace acts that everyone has to master in their lives. But most of them fail. In Genesis we learn that God forbade man to eat the fruit of wisdom about good and evil, and for a good reason. The moment we ate the fruit was the moment we began to divide the world into good and evil. Distinguishing between good and evil is a vital survival skill in our universe, but it also leads to many unwanted side effects. For example, the first wisdom we gained from the fruit was that we were naked and we were ashamed of it. Shame is an unnecessary emotion and one of the symptoms of man's constant categorization of good and bad. So in a way, finding an-ma is like finding your way back to the Garden of Eden. Before eating the fruit of wisdom about good and evil. The process of eating the Forbidden Fruit is also reminiscent of each person's coming of age. As babies, we are still untouched by the fruit. We know nothing and are happy. We are only interested in fulfilling our basic needs, everything else is irrelevant. But the more we learn about the universe, the more we begin to categorize it. We lose our innocence, we slowly and fluidly leave the Garden of Eden. There are a myriad of things that occupy us at once, things that have no meaning on a cosmic level, in the sight of God. So we move further away from God. Finding an-ma also means becoming like a baby again: at ease and calm. However, knowledge is not bad. A person only needs to understand the difference between the knowledge of an-ma and the knowledge that brings the forbidden fruit. True knowledge is neither good nor bad, it lies between the two. God has made us intelligent enough to ask ourselves questions like: “What does it mean to exist? Do I exist at all? And if I exist, why?” but left us dumb enough to not be able to answer these questions. So ask yourself these questions. Use your God-given intelligence, your potential as much as you want and explore it. But don't be a fool and expect an answer to them. That is how to reach an-ma.

Anas' instructions to the high priestesses

(1) As a high priestess, it is your job to protect the work of God. Defend it with words and, if necessary, with your fists. (2) Shave every hair on your body, except the hair above your head and above your yoni. These are your crowns. (3) Protect and help every living being, for they are part of God. (4) Learn about God and the paths that lead to him. Listen to other people when they talk about their own path and only help them if you see that their path leads past God. Otherwise, they are in safe hands. (5) Spread love among the kingdom of God. (6) Tell the stories of God, because God can be found in them. (7) However, do not try to impose a single way to God on anyone. There are as many paths that lead to God as there are lives. (8) Never discriminate in the importance of life, for everything is God. Nothing is more or less God than God Himself and God is everything. (9) Anoint your body. You are God. If you treat yourself with dignity, you treat God with dignity. If you treat others with dignity, you treat God with dignity, for they too are God. (10) Argue only with logic. Keep your eyes open to see everything and make wise statements and decisions. (11) Become aware of yourself. Open your eyes to see the true nature of everything. This is your supreme task as High Priestess. (12) Dance through life and enjoy it to the full. Be a role model for everyone else.

God's symbols

The following is a list of signs and symbols and their meanings as I use them. They are not mandatory rules but only a documentation of the way I pay homage to Baphomet. I also provide explanations as to why I use these symbols and why they lead me closer to God. However, these are not binding. God has a thousand names and a thousand ways to find him.

Baphomet

The name Baphomet sounds cool.

Colors

Purple

The color purple is the color of Baphomet because it stands between all colors. It is neither light nor dark, warm nor cold. It is both and neither. It is a precious, rare color that reflects divinity.

Black

Black is the color of darkness. Next to white, it is the first color to exist and the symbol of Satan, the underworld. There is no light to be found in it, but the potential for light lurks within it. In a world that is completely illuminated, there is nothing more to discover and man can no longer pursue his task of constantly experiencing new things, becoming wiser and, like Lucifer, bringing light into the darkness. Just as light cannot exist if there is no shadow to compare it with, darkness cannot exist if there is no light.

White

White is the color of knowledge. Next to black, it is the first color, the existing one and the symbol of Elohim, the sky. It stands for wisdom and for the discovered, for the new and the clean. It is the light that is brought into the dark. But just as the dark cannot exist if there is no light to make the dark dark, the light cannot exist if there is no shadow.

Red

Red is the color of blood, suffering, lust, seduction, wine, life and death. Red is the symbol of life. Not of existence, but of life. Of enjoying life, of living life to the full.